Pain in the Rain

I know its been a while since I've put up a blog post, but this blog will explain why....



This is just a simple outpouring that I hope you all find valuable; if not, at least I got to pour it out instead of letting it fester & ooze its way out. As some of you know, I'm dealing with some issues with my back that affect my mobility & have kept me out of work since the end of October. This, in & of itself, is frustrating to me as I've always been able to work & provide for my family for the last 13 years on my salary alone. The Powers blessed us today when they dumped my retroactive TDI into my bank account; this is a total "rain of mercy" as I've had to borrow money & take out short term loans to survive for the past few weeks. Running a household of six people is not an easy endeavor by any stretch of the imagination.
Through all this, I happened to catch a show on Netflix which had originally aired on Discovery Channel called, I believe, "The Universe" with Steven Hawking. This man is a quadriplegic & must use a computer to speak with. He makes a statement at the beginning of each show saying & I paraphrase..."I am unable to use my arms or legs & must speak through a computer, but in my mind; I'm free..."
This statement has stuck with me since I first heard it & has put Mr. Hawking in the hero category in my mind. I, myself, have been tested & score in the 95th percentile on the IQ scale & I literally have had to watch each of the two episodes I've seen twice to get a handle on the concepts he's presenting. This supposedly "handicapped" man literally blows my mind!
So, how does this relate to metaphysics, consciousness, & reality engineering? Very simply this: we are free! Many workers & seekers get stuck in this paradigm or that; they cavetch about whether one technique or philosophy is "real" or "fake", but what they don't get is they are putting chains on themselves & inhibiting their evolution. If an organism cannot adapt to it environment, it becomes extinct; that is the simple rule of the cycle of life/ The same applies to metaphysics: if you cannot evolve, you are left behind in your own delusion. If your mind remains closed to possibilities, then you have planted a chain in your psyche that prevents you from exploring that possibility.  The more chains you plant, the harder it is for you to progress & evolve. Eventually, you become stuck in your own self created delusion of what you view as reality & slowly wither away.
T0 close this off because my hip is killing me & I can't sit at the computer for much longer, I urge all of you to dismiss nothing. Even the words of the so-called "enemy" contain wisdom that will help you grow & evolve beyond your adversary so they become insignificant. Open your minds to the infinity of understanding the universe offers; open your hearts to love & compassion. Hate & anger are effective when directed by a honed will, but as much as they fuel you, they also consume you. Am I saying not to avenge yourself on those who have wronged you? Absolutely not! But if you focus on your own evolution instead of the nonsense other people try to put on you, you'll find that the Powers tend to "have your back" & take care of those annoying little problems for you.  Trust me, I speak from experience & those that know me well can testify to this. I don't throw hexes anymore because I don't have to; the Powers I work with, my Family among the Stars & Spaces, takes care of my problems before I even know they are there. You might say, then why are you laid up with a back injury? The answer is I'm stubborn & have been ignoring the messages the Powers have been trying to give me. The speak softly at first, but eventually, they bust out the sledgehammer & make it so you have no choice but to listen!
So, take this advice & don't make them break their foot off in your ass, lol! You are free; you were born free & once you loose the chains, you will be free again. That is the way to self-evolution; that is the way to immortality & godhood!